A City Made of Breaths

 

Portrait By Luca Ponsato 


A City Made of Breaths


I am not a river,

yet something inside me keeps flowing

through alleys of old conversations,

under bridges of almost-said words,

past windows where forgotten versions of me

still stand and wave.


My heart is a city

built without architects.

Streets appear overnight,

lamps flicker with borrowed moons,

and somewhere a train keeps arriving

from places I have never visited

but somehow remember.


In the morning,

the sun enters like a polite guest,

removing its shoes at the door of my thoughts.

It sits quietly on the floor,

spreading warmth like folded letters,

and every shadow in the room

learns how to forgive its shape.


I carry people like weather

some arrive as gentle rain

that teaches dust to dance,

some as thunder that rearranges the furniture

of my confidence,

and some as brief winds

that only touch the curtains

and leave no address behind.


There are nights

when the ceiling becomes a sky

and my bed a small boat,

sailing through galaxies of unfinished plans.

Stars hang like questions

with no punctuation,

and I drift among them

collecting silence

as if it were a rare coin.


Time does not walk here;

it grows like ivy.

It climbs the walls of memories,

wraps around photographs,

softens sharp corners of regret,

and turns abandoned moments

into green places

where I can finally sit.


I have pockets full of invisible things

the smell of first rain on warm dust,

the echo of laughter in empty corridors,

the weight of a hand I once held

for a second longer than necessary.

These are my currencies,

spent only in solitude.


Sometimes I become a window

transparent yet separating worlds.

People look through me

to see their own reflections,

not knowing

I am also looking through them,

searching for a version of myself

that feels like home.


Dreams visit without knocking.

They rearrange the furniture of reality,

paint doors where walls once stood,

and leave before dawn

like considerate thieves

who steal nothing

but leave courage on the table.


If you listen closely,

you will hear that every breath

is a small arrival.

A tiny boat docking at the harbor of now,

unloading invisible passengers

hope, fear, wonder,

all stepping onto the same shore

without conflict.


And when the day ends,

I do not close like a book.

I remain slightly open,

a page lifted by night’s breeze,

because somewhere

a new sentence is already walking toward me,

carrying its own sky,

its own city,

its own quiet music

made entirely of breaths.


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