Let your tears sleep

Painting by Luca Ponsato

 

Let your tears sleep


I do not summon Tears

They rise unbidden,

like sparks from a hidden fire

sliding down corridors

no one else can enter.


I carry them quietly

through rooms where the walls remember,

where shadows curl and flicker

like flames I cannot touch

but feel burning against my ribs.


The air bends around me,

thick with whispers of what was

and what might have been,

and I breathe anyway,

feeling the heat of the world

inside my chest

like a small, impossible sun

that refuses to be extinguished.


I do not call my heart to soften

it beats against the impossible,

against doors already closed,

against the silent flight of birds

that vanish into a sky

that remembers everything

but reveals nothing.


Memory drifts like smoke over a lake

that does not exist on any map,

and I follow it,

not seeking, not resisting,

watching it coil around my ribs

a living thing that both burns and heals.


I do not shrink

to fill the emptiness left behind,

nor kneel at thresholds

that vanish when I turn my head.


What I had was real,

what is gone is finished,

and I remain

whole, breathing,

with a quiet strength

that moves like molten water through stones,

soft, unstoppable,

and filled with light

that no absence, no fire,

can consume.

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